Tuesday, December 13

Journal



I have set myself the task of keeping a journal. That is, I've kept one for nearly seven years but now I've set myself the task of writing in it daily. Which is not as easy, somedays too little happens, or so many things happen but nothing worth mentioning, or worst of all so many things happen that it is impossible to mention them all. Just my luck I guess.
Any advice is of course appreciated.

Monday, December 12

Sun at Fort Bragg


This is one of those pictures taken, nearly a month ago. How I miss the time. I'd give a lot to be looking at the sun above the pacific ocean still. Not because of the sun only but because of the company because it was in almost every meaning of the world a perfect day. If only the sun had been a falling star then I could wish to be there still.

Sunday, December 11

Nine Months

It is nine months since I had to admit I was in love, or rather that I had fallen in love not two hours before. How can one love, months and months questioning that love but never being able to let go of that love. I don't know how, merely that I have. And that I can forget him for some hours everyday. For some days every week, but then I see a shadow of him, some man walks past and resembles him as icecubes resemble icecream, someone mentions his name. And I am lost again. Fall in love all over with someone who couldn't care less.

Sunday, December 4

Things I've learned while in the USA or at arrival home - part 2

Never eat at McDonald's, if you crave fastfood go euh anywhere rather then eating at McDonald's; If it is McDonald's or starvation: die rather then eating at McDonald's.

Clouds are infinitely beautiful (or can be), where ever you are.

Life is hard when you're not allowed to buy stickers. Or glitter pens. Or scented paper.

Feeding each other with chopsticks is not as much fun as it sounds.

My appreciation of certain actors' genius is endless, but my appreciation of their good looks isn't.

Spending another month working in refrigerator warm factory, for a ticket to the US isn't a waste of time if going to the US is a matter of friendship rather then tourism.