Thank You For

... being there
... inviting me to whatever event you are invited
... sharing your thoughts
... helping me through love sickness
... not throwing me out of your room whever I show up
... drawing Anwalt
... writing me letters
... reading mine
... gossiping about boys
... taking care of Seba-chan
... wanting to be my PA
... the music
... leaving a comment
... lending me the use of your kitchen
... being you


a word of thanks to many people and some more particularly, I know they know I care

Song for Sebastian

Sebastian
son of a man
who was a brother to me.

How strange
that I should love you
love your sisters too.

Knowing I will never hold you
is another reason less to live.

Sebastian
son of a man
who was a brother to me.

The night of your death
the light of my life ceased to be.

Young man and pregnant wife
killed in a crash.
That's what the headline said.
Through my conscience spooks the knowledge:
'All those I love are dead.'

Sebastian
son of a man
who was a brother to me.
And I cannot cry yet
fearing that tears will make you really dead.

Sebastian
son of a man
who was a brother to me.

How shall I live on,
in a world where you will never be.
How shall I live on,
when all the love is dead in me.