Ye Pirate Muncher

This is what I want for my birthday. Nothing else.

Quote #25

Where is human nature so weak as in the bookstore?

Henry Ward Beecher
US abolitionist & clergyman (1813 - 1887)

True enough, in my case. The real reason I haven't bought new clothes is not that I'm saving; I spent all my sales money on books.

Don't laugh at me

Pragmatism in Love

"Don't be afraid."

"Drink two glasses of wine, pause, drink another glass and follow your instincts."

"Don't let the moment slip through your fingers."

"Be loved and love back."

"Sometimes it's better to be a little pragmatic, it's no use to analyse untill you're certain who you love most."

All such good advice. But none that is applicable. None that will help me out of the mess I got myself into. I am afraid. I've drunken wine. I let every second slip away and regret it continually. I am not loved. I barely dare to love myself. And I still will analyse everything I might feel. Don't try to comfort me, it won't work, divert me instead.

Cat ad interim

Among many other things that occurred this weekend, I became adoptive mother ad interim of this little fellow. For the time being it's name is Rincewind, should you however be in any way interested in giving a cat a warm home it is your perogative to baptise it as you wish.

2/5

Apparently, in every relationship there comes a point were you and your partner sit togeter and make a list of which celebrity you can sleep with, sould the opportunity come, without te other making a fuss/ fight.

I have now after three days of consideration 2 men I might consider. Enjoy!





And just for the record, I'm not talking about wat is considered the male part of Brangelina.

Tee hee hee

It may make little sense to most of you. And for those who find meaning in this, it may appear more than it is, but still I would like to warn you, much of my conversation may later today go like this: Tee hee. Tee hee hee. Tee hiie hee hee hee hee hee. Tee hee hee. Hihihi. Tee hee hee.

Fireworks?

What Your These Fireworks Say About You

You are jubilant and easily excited. While you aren't very intense or passionate, your happiness is abundant. You can always find cause to celebrate, laugh, or even just smile to yourself. You find that life is full of things to be happy about!

The Fireworks Test

So far, the looking for truth and meaning in internet personality tests.

PAM PAM

Print and carry in your wallet at all times.

Pawn

A better title for this post, may have been 'Chess' but you catch my drift. I don't have the makings of a very good player but I know it's a damn silly thing for the Queen to move when the king isn't where you tought he was.

We did it!

This was in my mailbox today:

We set a Guinness World Record for the most software downloads in 24 hours. With your help we reached 8,002,530 downloads.

You are now part of a World Record and the proud owner of the best version of Firefox yet!

Rain

It helps me think, to walk home in the rain. It also convinces me that I must be mad. And that life is fair. I don't ever get what I want, but exactly what I deserve.

On a side note: I arrived home long before I was soaking wet and as I type the far rumblings of thunder make me glad I'm behind glass and walls, very much in the vicinity of my bed.

Sunny Vibes

It's probably the sunshine but still I wonder about the friendliness people are spreading recently. I have been much less my usual grumpy self. Two days ago I was empathic enough to muster a friendly smile and some stange utterings that for the untrained ear may pass for a language called French, simply to direct a stranger (driving an excessively pimped Mercedes too) towards the correct square, where he- as he so kindly explained- had a date with hies daughter plus fiancé. And also I saved a snail from certain death when I was washing lettuce the other day, though I might have saved the snail even when my mood was superdark.

In other news: not so sunny vibes. I'm still getting mixed signals. And I feel myself falling again. Falling all over whil I know, or should know that it can never be.