It has been for the first time in a very long time that last night I have wanted a boy/girlfriend regardles of being in love (which I am by the way but more on this subject later).
Not because it is what family and society alike seem to expect of me.
Not because I think a partner-for-life is essential for my happiness.
Not because I'm utterly sex-crazed from the withdrawal of physical attention.
But because it would be so nice to be able to say "Hold me for a while" without the immediate need for an explanation.
ANd I really don't feel like explaining. I only makes me tremble with anger. An negative loop that I need to get out of.
*two soft arms around me, a reference to a well-know dutch claasic about the solitude of a pestered misunderstood boy whose father is a sea
Not because it is what family and society alike seem to expect of me.
Not because I think a partner-for-life is essential for my happiness.
Not because I'm utterly sex-crazed from the withdrawal of physical attention.
But because it would be so nice to be able to say "Hold me for a while" without the immediate need for an explanation.
ANd I really don't feel like explaining. I only makes me tremble with anger. An negative loop that I need to get out of.
*two soft arms around me, a reference to a well-know dutch claasic about the solitude of a pestered misunderstood boy whose father is a sea
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