Torn

It would be utterly wrong to say I'm confused, or even to say I'm in doubt. I know what I feel; extacy, joy, guilt, desire, excitement, anticipation, sadness and gloom to name the most important ones. And all these feelings are merely natural.

It is not wrong to enjoy the physical and emotional warmth of being cuddled up.

It is rather normal to eagerly anticipate whenever the next time may be.

It is understandable that one feels bad when the actions one takes are taken ill by those one loves (God this sounds all so vague). Nobody likes to see a friend hurt, let alone be the cause of that friend's pain.

It is a simple pleasure to meet new people and hope that you may have found a new friend.

But it is a little much to feel all this at once.