In between relief, happiness, confusion, self-hate and anticipation there isn't much left for me to feel.
I don't know how many of you need further explanation of any of the above, it's complicated.
Relief of some sort that I finally got the word 'friendship' out. Happy or the closest to happy I've been since 11 march 2005 because for once I did not wake up hoping I hadn't. Confusion all-round because what I did think was how nice it is to get along with boys. Self-hate because that's not a feeling for me it's part of my character and finally anticipation which I can live with, looking forward to friends coming over for ice-cream and port rocks.
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