Rant V

I want answers. Answers to a lot of questions. And though the questions may seem riddles to you I won't make a misty show about what I can or can't say. It's my place on the internet goddamn you, I can say whatever I bloody like.

I want to know what the look on his face means.

I want to know if it's ok to say I'm not in love.

I want to know weither it's him I miss or the feeling of being cherished.

I want to know what I feel, not assume I'm not in love, because falling in love is such a bad idea.

I want to know if maybe falling in love is exactly what I need to do.

I want to know that I'm not happy yet, but that I will be someday.

I want to know above all that halfway my feelings for him I won't just fall right back in love with you. Yes, YOU.